Who is the Master? Who is the Slave?

First you say you love me

Then you wanna leave me

Then you say you’re sorry

You play the game so well

–Madonna “Voices” Hard Candy

Yet again Im on my own. 38 and on my own. Yeah, and Im bitter. I’ve struggled so much in my life and Im angry cause I just dont get the point of all this. Why am I destined to fall in love with someone who Im only going to end up hating 4 years later. I feel robbed, so much wasted time and for what?