My x is committing adultry on me. And slowly I start to remember nights he worked late and seemed to not care about me. phone calls that came too much. She works near the neighborhood that he works, both in the same field, employeed by the same company…has a six year old just like me. All this time he claimed he wanted to make it work, that he loved us…but that proved to be false…i was his punching bag instead. Now he’s buying her jewlery and taking her to the hotel we stayed at. Giving her all the love he promised me. I keep thinking…what the fuck did he marry me for. what were all those promises. why did he just flip on me that day. Fake tears. Fake love. Fake mutherfucker! All those birthdays and holidays ruined because of him…. he has destroyed red in ways im afraid to admit. I see it in his eyes…the innocence is gone.
