10 minute post

I know it turns you on that I stand my ground. I know, like me, you cant stop thinking about me. I wanna just pick up the phone and text you but I wont. I want you to come to me and Im not budging till you do. Meanwhile Im frustrated cause this game is stopping us from doing what we really want. Which is to meet, confirm our attraction and then do what we’ve both been thinking about for a month. Im burning up. My dreams are coming back. My charm is gearing up. Im like the under the cherry moon sountrack. sexy, addictive…moving….dramatic. I die in your arms under the cherry moon. I want you. Am I crazy? That last picture did it for me. I havent told you how much. But it has. Look at me….here….pining for you. Ugghhh!

Date 1

I went on my first official date last night. He is what I call an inexperienced courteous-player. He’ll pick you up, drop you off, pay for stuff but in the end, its all about the sex. He is inexperienced because I saw through his game 30 minutes into the date. I always say to a guy, take me wherever…… to see where wherever is to him. I sat in this bar on the upper west side with him, cosmo in hand watching him watch girls in their 20’s, who were drunk, not that cute and couldnt really dance. And the music sucked! I thought to myself, Im the hottest thing in here. Next!

Im SO over guys with their one track minds. YES, sex is amazing…its the shit, its THE BOMB DIGGITY but DAMN…..that kind of sex comes from when you love someone on all levels. I know many will TRY to argue it to preserve as much sex as possible…but Im not buying it. That’s what I want. Someone who loves me on all levels…is that too much to ask? HUH?